Determination

Well I feel some what like I've jumped out of the frying pan and into the fire.
I recently made the decision to join the new ST team taking over Waterloo by Night in the new year.
I have been in this role before a few years ago, this time I feel I am more confident, prepared and ready.

I know that the team I am working with are  decently together.  And communicating well.  That is key.  We are excited. 

I have had to struggle through some health issues lately.  At least with the shoulder it was something straightforward and as long as I did as I was instructed I will come out for the better.
How ever my female parts are still misbehaving and the doctor I am seeing is being useless.
This results in things like me going to WBN last night in copious amounts of pain.

The only one who knew was Andrew.  Why?
Because I didn't want people to worry and really, there was nothing that could be done.  And well it's really awkward to say to a group of mostly guys (new ST team included) I am having feminine issues to their faces.
I also needed to socialize.  I have been trapped at home and going out only to physio and class lately.
So my desire for grown up time yesterday was needed.  Between joining Janet and her family at her work Christmas party and pre, during and post game stuff, I got lots of socializing in.

The pain did make it very hard to concentrate at times.  So I am determined enough to make it through a long day, but in the future when I am in the position of helping run the game I am going to have to swallow my pride and tell my teammates what's up.  That way if the curse falls on a game day and I am in pain that much pain they can support me if I start having concentration lapses.  Concentration lapses means I have difficulty thinking clearly and remembering basic rules that I know  (ie combat rules. Though to be fair with this character I hadn't ever engaged in a major combat till last night in nearly 3 years of playing her).


I want an e reader for Christmas so I can read pdfs.  It cannot afford to own a copy of the useful books for WBN and I hate reading PDFs on a computer screen.